Sovereign love
First snowfall!! ☃️ What a year! Today is my 1 year anniversary (or “cancerversary”) of when my world was flipped upside down... when a visit to the ER for shoulder pain ended up revealing a sky-high white blood cell count indicating I had leukemia. There began a journey that included many hardships as well as countless life lessons that have impacted my life. One of the hardest things to reconcile throughout this past year was why all this suffering happened when God could have prevented it. I firmly believe that God is in control of all things. Not a beat of my heart nor a change in blood count happens without His knowing. Yet I’ve often wondered why my heart stopped beating 7 years ago and why my white blood cell count was so high a year ago which could have led to imminent death if it had gone undetected much longer. But this is cause of my limited view and understanding of God’s sovereignty and love. It’s not like He lost control when those things occurred. In fac...